My Brother Kevin [Mary©]

 I have a baby brother his name is Kevin
  He looks cute especially when he grin

  He’s sweet as sugarcane
  However, he makes me insane

  Talkative than babe “the pig”
  A boy who thinks he’s big

  Sometimes he’s so clumsy
  A boy who’s always bouncy

  He loves to eat cookies
  But he really hates my kiss

  He thinks he’s a superhero
  His powers he gets from Oreo

  He said he’ll be the next Spider man
  someday he’s going to save us - human

  Often his in a bad mood
  Still, little girls think his a cool dude

  He never fails to make us titter
  I’m so lucky his my brother.

 - Peculiar Mary ♥

She's gone...

A beauty she once possess
Like the star in the night
Her vividness shone
Enticing akin to roses
So delicate and innocent
The sweetest girl could ever be
But nothing seems to last forever
Time had gone so fast
Withered and dying
The girl with an alluring nature
Now looks pale and weak
I gazed at her with sorrow
I can tell that she's at ease
The night felt long
As I stood beside her death bed
Weeping and mourning
Longing for this day to end
Wishing that it was just a dream
Hoping that when I wake up
She would be there smiling at me.

- Peculiar Mary ♥

Reflection in Crystal Clear Water

I stare at my reflection in crystal clear water
A girl is what I saw curled like a ball in the corner
Murkiness surrounds her, stillness seals the room

My tears trickle in the water, looking at the girl
The girl is in peril, my heart bleeds for her
I sought to help her but nothing I could do

That evil face burned into my eyes,
He came and beat the girl, she cries
Wishing to be save from that evils hand

He strikes her once, He strikes her twice
He strikes the poor girl until shes down
Another little angel inflicted with pain

An innocent child bestowed with cruelty
Frightened, I walk off and wipe away my tears
For the little girl was a reflection of me

Time withered away the hurtful memories
Though gone is the wound that aches & bleeds
For eternity, the scar it leaves will last

- Peculiar Mary ♥

Cute Girly Pencil Holder

I made this cute girly pencil holder for my sister. It’s a fun easy project that will take less than an hour to create. Below is an instruction on how to make this pink girly pencil holder.


What you need:

Old soup or fruit can
Color paper (I used Campap Pastel Colour Paper)
Ribbon (Black or any color)
Crystal Applicator Wand
Jewels
Glue



How to make it:
 
Step 1: Make sure your can is clean and dry.

Step 2: Wrap your can with pink pastel color paper or you can cover it up with the color of your choice.

Step 3: Tie a ribbon around the top edge and secure it with glue. You can also use the ribbon as a simple border around the bottom of your can, just like in the picture.

Step 4: Using the chrystal applicator, decorate your can with the jewels in a zigzag pattern around the top and bottom part. Lastly, add a bigger jewel to your ribbon.

You now have your very own girly pencil holder! :)

- Peculiar Mary ♥

"I believe that every girl no matter what race or age is a princess and deserves to be treated as such."

I wish upon the star tonight

I stare upon the starry sky
Wondering whats up there
I let out a deep long sigh
And wish upon the star tonight
To chase these fears away

I hate this feeling deep inside
The reason for my endless tears
Alone and no one to confide
I wish upon the star tonight
To make me feel at ease

I wish that soon I would be free
From this woes that fraught my heart
Emotions building up within
Is just too much to bear


So I wish upon the star tonight
To make me feel alright.

-peculiarmary
©2007

[Look for your star and make a wish that everything will soon be fine.That’s what I do when I’m sad. Its childish but it makes me alot better afterwards. Also, don’t forget to pray..]

Promise Me Forever ♥

Promise me forever
Tell me you’re here to stay
Whisper that you love me
Softly kiss my cherry lips everyday

Promise me you’ll be there
Through the pain and the tears
Gently hold my hand
And never let me go

Promise me forever
Wash away my fears
Smother me in your warm embrace
And tell me that I’m safe

Promise me you’ll always care
And never make me cry
Forever in your arms
Is where I wanna be

So Promise me forever
Or till the very end
That’s all I ever need to know
That forever you’ll be mine  
-peculiar mary
(2007)

If My Tears Could Speak

If my tears could speak as they drip down my cheeks
They’d tell a tale of sorrows & of the pain I had for years

They’d speak of how my heart was smashed into pieces
And they’d tell you how this broken heart wont mend

They’d speak about the hidden scars no one really knows
Brought about by the hurtful things people do and say

My tears would speak of my thoughts of self harm
And they’d tell you of how I wish for my life to end

They’d speak about the dire memories which haunt me
They’d tell you all about my doubts, fears, & vulnerability

They’d speak of my plight within this perplexed head of mine
If my tears could only speak they’d tell you how I ached a lot

They’d talked of a girl who always put a smile on people’s faces
When inside she’s crying & when in reality she feels like dying

They’d tell you about her hoping for just one moment of peace
And they’d speak of how she prays for the pain & misery to cease

If my tears could speak they’d plead for another to rescue me
If only my tears could speak would you come & listen then?

-peculiar mary

The girl staring back at me 2007©

I look at the girl staring back at me
Her eyes tells a story not a soul can see
A broken past hidden beneath her smile
Her looks can deceive you but her eyes never lie

Her body looks frail 
Her face pale
This girl is maimed
From all the pain

Tears rolled down her cheek
I can tell that she's tired & sick
Her eyes now swell 
She assume she'll never feel well

Still standing here
Thinking if I should go near
How much I wanted to give her a hug
To make her feel snug

To take those tears away
To tell her that "God is there, just pray"
But as I went nearer and nearer
I realized that the girl all along 
Was nothing but a mirror 


- Peculiar Mary ♥

Taking Jesus’ Hand 2007©

I once got lost in the wood
Walking through this narrow path
Fear enshroud my mind
As I heard the thunder’s wrath

I have never felt such void
And lonesomeness in my heart
Tears welled up in my eyes
Whilst I tread this thorny path

I felt such remorse in my veins
My sense of hopelessness display
If I had paid close attention
I would have never gone astray
I was so close to giving up
When Jesus appeared before me
He looked upon my weary eyes
“Do not be afraid”, said he 

So I came to Jesus, worn & sad
And let him into my heart
Jesus told me to take his hand
He promised he would never depart
 
Together we walk hand in hand
Through the deep & gloomy woodland
Jesus my Savior showed me the way
He said he’d be there for me every day.

Peculiar Mary ♥


- An old poem I wrote for those people who have lost their way & don’t know what to do to get back on the right path. Trust in the Lord with all your heart & take his hand. Never let go of his hand & you’ll never be lost again for the Lord keeps his promises!

Handmade - Bracelet & Earrings 2

Handmade- Bracelet & Earrings

Handmade - Ribbon Rose Headband

"Rose Headband"

Angel

 

 

My first and last attempt at Photoshop.

My Mug

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